Falling

Hard to say this but i miss you
 You always enter my thoughts
 Thinking about the day you left is really pissing me off
 I tried to keep you close
 But everything is what i lost
 And to be honest i hate the fact that our paths always cross
 Just a small town
 What should i have expected?
 Now i'm watching you with him
 It kinda look like a perfection
 I'm sitting here alone
 Excuse me from my jealous impression
 I say i'm moving on but hardly
 All this sht is depressing
 I'm going crazy
 But friends are begging "come out"
 Funny when i'm drinking that your name is first out my mouth
 Hard to fall for someone new when it's you i'm thinking about
 Wish i could have you back but you ain't leaving him now
 You're falling in love
 While i'm just losing more of myself
 Wondering if our pictures are still sitting up on your shelf
 Thinking about us
 I just can't get out of this hll
 Matter of fact i'm calling now
 I gotta work this all out
 Well i'm drinking, drinking
 One more shot and i'll probably be calling, calling you
 Sittin' over here thinking
 Goes up comes down
 So i guess i'm just falling, falling for you
 Soon if i just crash
 This all happen too fast
 I wish this could all change
 But nothing good ever lasts
 Somebody, please catch me
 Cause i can't, i can't catch myself
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 Guess you're happy
 Hardly ever answer your phone
 Only hear you saying leave a message after the tone
 Maybe i should take the hint and just go leave you alone
 I'm stuck on my own
 Feeling as if i'm turned into stone
 Losing my trust
 Say it doesn't hurt but it does
 Remember everything you said
 And that's what's making it tough
 Now i see i'm getting all your attention and love
 Steadily falling
 You used to be there picking me up
 But now that's over
 It seems you do whatever you like
 Know that if we probably talk again it'll turn to a fight
 It's never gonna work
 But stupid me is thinking it might
 It's probably why i'm drinking
 And calling up your phone every night
 Wasting my life trying to find a way into yours
 These doors are closing but i'm searching for something that's more
 Something that overtime isn't going turn into war
 'Cause i won't do this all again
 I can't take any more
 I just wanna go back
 Save all the love that we had
 'Cause honestly i thought that you were the one that will last
 'Cause i was wrong
 'Cause now you replace my past
 It's taking everything inside me to hold back the facts
 See i'm spilling it all
 Wish you would answer my calls
 I drink and drink and drink and drink till i'm ready to fall
 You took everything
 And now i feel i'm three feet tall
 Hope you're happy
 But i'm gonna keep on spilling it all while i'm
 Well i'm drinking, drinking
 One more shot and i'll probably be calling, calling you
 Sittin' over here thinking
 Goes up comes down
 So i guess i'm just falling, falling for you
 Soon i'll just crash
 This all happen too fast
 I wish this could all change
 But nothing good ever lasts
 Somebody, please catch me
 Cause i can't, i can't catch myself