Lost

I can't take this feeling
 Hurts too much from inside
 And I don't know why
 Something ain't right
 If I never wake up
 Then maybe I'll be alright
 I don't wanna cry
 I'm trying to fight
 I can't take this feeling
 Hurts too much from inside
 And I don't know why
 Something ain't right
 If I never wake up
 Then maybe I'll be alright
 I don't wanna cry
 I'm trying to fight
 Lately, I don't even really know myself
 Push away anybody that would help
 Tried to be the person I was
 But there ain't nothin' left, I'm goin' through hell
 Feel dead inside, I'm just goin' through the motions
 So petrified of showin' true emotions
 I'll do anything to numb the pain
 Watch helpless while my own life's bein' stolen
 It's like people see straight through me
 Friends who once knew me
 These dark thoughts consume me
 Runnin' from all of my battles
 I'm such a coward
 I don't know how I'm copin'
 Maybe I'm just overthinkin' everything
 Maybe this is all stuck inside my head
 This all pushin' me over the brink
 Sometimes think I'd be better off dead
 I can't take this feeling
 Hurts too much from inside
 And I don't know why
 Something ain't right
 If I never wake up
 Then maybe I'll be alright
 I don't wanna cry
 I'm trying to fight
 It's like I'm a visitor in my own skin
 I can try to fight it but I'll never win
 And I can't see straight, liquor in my veins
 I'm dyin' in pain
 Hide it all behind the mask of a smile
 Stayin' busy only helps for awhile
 I wish that I could love myself
 I'm so lost, I'm so lost
 I can't take this feeling
 Hurts too much from inside
 And I don't know why
 Something ain't right
 If I never wake up
 Then maybe I'll be alright
 I don't wanna cry
 I'm trying to fight