Stuck

Smoke a little weed, smoke a little weed
 I've been feelin' low
 Pressure in my head, lay awake in bed
 I'm against the rose
 Been tryin' to recover but nothin' i do works
 'Cause hidin' under the covers is only makin' it worse
 I'm stuck
 Think this is growin' up
 Too much is on my mind, always on my mind
 Need a little space
 Spend my days alone, can't get off my phone
 Nothing goes my way
 Miss all of my friends and barely can file my taxes
 I'm halfway through my twenties
 Like, how the hell did this happen?
 I'm stuck
 My life is in a rut
 And i've been hopin' these doors might open
 And i'll be running from this place, free
 Constant pacing; this time, i'm wasting
 I can't control these emotions in me
 Growin' up
 I think i've seen better days, it's gettin' tough
 Always tryna seem like i'm okay
 I'm growin' up
 Whatever that means, anyway
 I don't know enough
 I'm just growin' up
 Girlfriend wanna chill, girlfriend wanna chill
 I've been workin' late
 I don't got no time, workin' all the time
 Too much on my plate
 And i don't wanna fail, i'm bringin' myself stress
 I can't sit on my sofa, i'm lost and depressed
 And stuck
 I can't say that enough
 Anxiety is high, i can't even lie
 I'm not doin' great
 Dishes in the sink, think i need a drink
 They gon' have to wait
 Stay inside my room that now's become a prison
 I hate these four walls, but only feel safe in 'em
 I'm stuck
 But no one gives a fuck
 And i've been hopin' these doors might open
 And i'll be running from this place, free
 Constant pacing; this time, i'm wasting
 I can't control these emotions in me
 Growin' up
 I think i've seen better days, it's gettin' tough
 Always tryna seem like i'm okay
 I'm growin' up
 Whatever that means, anyway
 I don't know enough
 I'm just growin' up
 Growin' up
 I think i've seen better days, it's gettin' tough
 Always tryna seem like i'm okay
 I'm growin' up
 Whatever that means, anyway
 I don't know enough
 I'm just growin' up
 Growin' up