Where Did You Go

I heard that you were finally coming home
 Maybe it's just where you belong
 You know it fits you like your favorite song
 Helps you see through, to be you
 The day you found the truth in a lie
 It only took you over half of your life
 To come clean, say you didn't try
 To see through, to be you
 So many years have passed and I've been meaning to ask
 Where did you go?
 What did you need?
 You know I couldn't set you free until I fixed this hole in me
 Cause life, it hits so hard that I couldn't breathe
 When I was looking for a change in you, I found a change in me
 That I couldn't see
 When you think of all the days that you missed
 How you clenched all your words like a fist
 Always looking for something to hit
 Like your family, your friends
 The times when you knew it was wrong
 But you never thought you'd end up alone
 Holding it in, letting it go
 Saving yourself or letting it show
 So many years have passed and I've been meaning to ask
 Where did you go?
 What did you need?
 You know I couldn't set you free until I fixed this hole in me
 Cause life, it hits so hard that I couldn't breathe
 When I was looking for a change in you, I found a change in me
 That I couldn't see
 We burned it down, we made it new
 I know, I know I failed you
 When those four letters, they took your life
 So much guilt that I couldn't cry
 The light in your eyes, the look on your face
 The hole in your heart no one ever graced
 Holding true to the promise you made
 Waiting for God and the words to save you
 The words to save you
 I should have got it right on my first try
 Where did you go?
 What did you need?
 You know I couldn't set you free until I fixed this hole in me
 Cause life, it hits so hard that I couldn't breathe
 When I was looking for a change in you, I found a change in me
 That I couldn't see
 Looking for a change in you, I found a change in me
 That I couldn't see
 Looking for a change in you, I found a change in me
 That I couldn't see