The Anticipation

There was a moment when I realized
 That I wouldn't find peace until you were gone
 And in that moment I also learned
 That when peace is found
 Pain will soon be rediscovered
 Sounds of Loss
 Fate has decided that you can't stay
 So I push then pull and count the days...
 Correcting all the mistakes your God made
 Surrendering all the hope you betrayed
 Correcting all the mistakes your God made
 And lying to myself that I am not afraid
 Where is this love you speak of?!
 Where is this love you speak of?!
 Push then pull
 Then push then pull
 Then push then pull
 Then push then pull
 Then...