Kisses & Kerosene

I wish
 I could have you
 Here
 In my clutches
 To remove the excuses from your mind
 To part that haze and slice your soul to pieces
 To sing a lullaby as I tied you to the slab
 To shave your head with a dulling razor
 As you watch
 In the splattered mirror above you
 To break your ribs individually
 With a rock hammer
 To shatter your shin bones
 With a shovel
 To burn your fingers & toes
 To a necrotic black
 With liquid nitrogen
 To crack your teeth
 With a splintered club
 To pierce your limbs
 With a nail gun
 To silence your cries
 To laugh in your eyes
 To sharpen my favorite slicing device
 And take your arms ah the elbows
 To keep u alive
 For a few moments longer
 To smell your fear
 To cover your body
 With kisses & kerosene
 To watch u burn
 As my human sacrifice
 To hear you
 Scream in agony
 The popping
 Of your flesh
 Crackling
 As it cooks
 To feel your child smile
 The one u betrayed
 The one you took
 For nothing
 For selfishness
 ...in a
 Pefect world
 I would get
 My wish.