In Retrospect

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 Oh God, it feels like I'm falling apart
 Oh God, it feels like I'm falling apart
 And I can't help but feel, I brought this on myself
 Now my eyes are open wide
 And as my pupils dilate, I see the reckoning
 Try to settle the scales of fight or flight
 I just can't balance the weight, I've reached the tipping point
 The sands of time beckon me to yield my faith
 But I keep asking myself
 If I'm the final piece to this puzzle
 Why can't I find my place?
 Coming 'round from a coma when I wasn't asleep
 Ask myself what the hell happened to the person I used to be
 Things have changed on the outside
 Why am I stuck looking in?
 We are the lost and insecure
 We are the counter to your clause
 Forever falling short, but not far off the mark
 We are the hope you left behind
 Make your stand, take the fall, play your part
 You mean more to me than you could ever know
 Than you could ever know
 Oh God, am I falling apart?
 Down, but not out
 I'll stand up for myself, hold my head in the clouds
 Drown in the drought
 My lungs are flooded with reasons that I have to doubt myself
 We are the lost and insecure
 We are the voice you can't ignore
 We are the sickness and the remedy
 Unite in unison, just have a little faith in me
 We are the lost and insecure
 We are the lost and insecure
 We are the counter to your clause
 Forever falling short, but not far off the mark
 We are the hope you left behind
 Make your stand, take the fall, play your part
 You mean more to me than you could ever know
 I'm like a fire
 Burning a path through water
 Burning a path to you
 You can see this through, just have a little faith in me
 I'm living proof that it's never too late
 Avoid the fork in the road, stick to the path you create
 And when push comes to shove and you're ready to break
 We can do this together because we're one and the same
 Now three years on, so many things have changed
 I guess I've been better, but I'm doing okay
 I still feel like winter on a warm summers day
 It does get easier with time, but it never goes away
 Now three years on, and I've grown in so many ways
 They sang my songs for you, they were my voice when I was afraid
 The beauty in your message has helped to ease so much pain
 It does get easier with time, but it never goes away