Unspoken

It takes time to fall and lose
 Fall from what you fighting for,does it worth?
 I'm telling to myself everyday to stand and put myself together
 But I don't understand when i'm Gonna respect myself
 and leave mine alone
 Tik Tak hit on my nerve although it's my only friend
 Do your hear me?
 I've been decieved by the mirror around me
 Who i'm talking to?
 It's all just me
 I give up before i've started
 Not this time not this time I won't fool myself
 You don't know what i'm going through for you
 Half of me tell me to go away
 the other stays tortures me Everyday
 How far I should be man?
 How far I wait to heal?
 I'm tired of praying father
 I'm tired of praying father
 When there's no hope at all
 I'm tired of praying FATHER
 I'm tired of praying FATHER