maybe tomorrow

I think I'm losin' it, sick to my stomach
 I like to suffer 'cause I deserve it
 And it's so hard to just mind my business
 I see everything, I overheard it
 It's like you treat me in such a way
 I vanish everyday
 I wanna hide my face
 You don't listen to me
 But I find that okay
 You will listen someday
 Today's just not the day
 Oh, so I'm crazy now? That's what you told me
 I'm not the crazy one, at least not mostly
 You just throw words around, don't listen closely
 Say I'm the worst around, I'm dyin' slowly
 And they wanna make my life hell
 So I might give 'em hell
 These people wish me death
 I smile and wish them well
 Wanna make my life hell
 So I might give 'em hell
 These people wish me death
 I smile and wish them well
 I feel I'm fuckin' dead, show no emotion
 Go by the flow and move with the ocean
 I'm hidin' everything, didn't you notice?
 I'm not your plaything, I'm feelin' hopeless
 For me, I'm lyin' on the street
 Waitin' for sudden end
 Want you to come to me
 So we can make amends
 You don't have to pretend
 That we were never friends
 It's just the time we spend
 I think I'm losin' it, sick to my stomach
 I like to suffer 'cause I deserve it
 And it's so hard to just mind my business
 I see everything, I overheard it
 It's like you treat me in such a way
 I vanish everyday
 I wanna hide my face
 You don't listen to me
 But I find that okay
 You will listen someday
 Today's just not the day
 You know, there's always tomorrow anyway
 (SLOWSILVER03)