Sick Is The One Who Adores Me

Wings of fire embrace me
 Trying to analyze the signs on the wall
 Still it means nothing
 On the floor, with my head in my hands,
 Trying to understand,
 But there's no answers.
 There's no answers.
 Maybe, I should have figured it out
 Maybe there's no sense at all
 Just an endless path of dreams
 Crushed down and destroyed by faith
 I'm shouting out your name in my sleep
 But you hear nothing
 Her beauty, clean as water
 Poison my soul
 Like a drug, tear apart my existence
 I'll deny, I'll resist
 I'll survive- exist
 Seven days of rain, raining on my shoulders
 Should I accept that my throne lies in ruins
 I'll deny, I'll resist
 I'll survive- exist
 Should I accept the punishment
 When I've done nothing
 Should I accept the flattering words
 When I never deserved it
 Should I accept the clouded sky
 When I know – there's the sun behind it
 Should I allow my blood to circulate – when I want it to stop
 Her beauty, clean as water
 Poison my soul
 Like a drug, tear apart my existence
 I'll deny, I'll resist
 I'll survive- exist
 Send days of rain, raining on my shoulders
 Should I accept that my throne lies in ruins
 I'll deny, I'll resist
 I'll survive- exist
 I'll deny, I'll resist
 I'll survive- exist
 Just because there are things I don't remember,
 Doesn't mean that my actions are meaningless
 The world doesn't just disappear when you close your eyes, does it?