Sunrise Trailer Park (feat. Machine Gun Kelly)

I was young and I was reckless, man
 Moved out at seventeen and made my momma mad
 I thought I had it all figured out
 A pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth
 Peeled out in my big black Chevy
 Tipped it six times and I knew that I was ready
 To straighten up because my best friend died
 I didn't wanna carry on living that life
 And now I'm running from the scene
 'Cause I was caught up in the crime
 It's a loaded memory
 Yeah, it kills me every time
 And I'm trying not to scream
 But It's eating me alive
 I'm still haunted by
 The best years of, the best years of my life
 Yeah!
 Let me take y'all back
 I was young and I was helpless, man
 Self-medicating my own depression, man
 I drank a bottle after breakfast
 Took a look in the mirror, ripped the rosary of my necklace, damn
 I lost my job, so I lost faith
 I just saw a baby bump in my girl's waist
 I need a drink to feel right
 Party with my homies to escape from real life
 Yeah, we had it all figured out
 Pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth
 But, I never should have let my best friend drive
 'Cause he's the reason my child would never see me alive
 Damn
 Now I'm running from the scene
 'Cause I was caught up in the crime
 It's a loaded memory
 Yeah, it kills me every time
 And I'm trying not to scream
 But It's eating me alive
 I'm still haunted by
 The best years of, the best years of my life
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 All the sudden nothing matters anymore
 He lost it all, his life was scattered on the floor
 And now his family's tryna pick up all the pieces
 I am locked up in a box
 I am a monster
 I'm the reason that's he's gone
 Wish I could take it all back
 Press rewind and take a picture of the past
 Pause it, feel my heart turn black
 My lungs are smoldering, I'm breathing in the ash
 Now I'm running from the scene
 'Cause I was caught up in the crime
 It's a loaded memory
 Yeah, it kills me every time
 And I'm trying not to scream
 But It's eating me alive
 I'm still haunted by
 The best years of, the best years of my life
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 I'm still haunted by
 The best years of, the best years of my life
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 I'm still haunted by
 The best years of