I Wished You Wouldn't Fall Silent

My lips are dry like summer air
 I cannot move. I cannot bear
 The things you've never blown away
 I look at you but don't sway
 Remember how amazed you were
 When lilies white budd new and rare
 When all the sketches of your past
 Were freak tales unattached and vast
 Something is left within - I know
 Something is left - anywhere
 You glide towards sardonic roads
 Impossible to steer your boat
 A leaf that swirls in dizzy height
 Is easier to catch than pride
 You think that everything goes well
 But deep inside sensations yell
 You never heard this cruel sound
 Cause otherwise you'd spinning round
 Something is left within - I know
 Something is left - anywhere
 I wished you were the same
 A dancer in the rain
 "My childhood is over", - you say