Not There Yet

Ayy
 Devin Cruise, Happy Holladay
 Yeah, look, look
 I paid a note for a car I don't drive, a crib I don't stay in
 It's for my baby mama, I ain't trippin', I'm just sayin'
 Before y'all come to me and ask for somethin' for free
 Knowin' I got a kid? Y'all gotta be kiddin'
 I sleep in the same bed I did when I was 12
 I ain't complainin', I brought that on myself
 I said, "I'ma struggle but I'ma grind
 I'ma flex when it's time"
 Sleep diagonal 'cause my feet hang off the edge every time
 It's so much that y'all don't know about
 Like all the things I go without
 Shit that I see niggas with, I want, but I be holdin' out
 I'm sittin' and I'm chillin', I'm workin' and I'm waitin'
 It's crazy how you gotta be eager and still patient
 You can't work a regular job 'cause locally, you famous
 On top of all that, throw a baby in the equation
 Is that your heartbeat? I can hear it, nigga
 Welcome to my world, is you scared, nigga?
 Sometimes I think a lot, more times I drink a lot
 Where I'm from, niggas take you out for shit they think you got
 Bitch that you don't even like, kill you 'cause they think you Pac
 Swear to God, I love my hood, but I don't even be hangin' out
 Half the people cheerin' for you, other half don't care for you
 Women used to curve me, now they ask, "Why I ain't hear from you?"
 Everybody want a piece, they all need they share of you
 Niggas doin' favors so they can bring up what they did for you
 Nah, I don't need it, bro, but I see you, though
 Fuck was niggas at when they repoed my vehicle?
 I was out here stressed, I was down and vexed
 I sent you a text, I guess you didn't see it, though
 Feel like we almost there (Yeah), like this the final stretch (Ayy)
 But at congratulations, save it, 'cause I'm not there yet (Naw)
 I know that God's still got me, He ain't forgot me yet
 But I'm still pushin',
 I'm still prayin', 'cause I'm not there yet (Paw)
 I put that on this set, I put that on this set
 We gon' be there soon but we not there yet
 I say, "Thank you," to my angels, I know I've been blessed
 But keep God in my steps, 'cause I'm not there yet, yeah