Flesh, Bone and Weakness

Shades drawn across
 No light may enter
 In my moment of weakness
 And this world is bearing down again
 So hard to clear my mind
 Why do i persist?
 I'll endure another day
 Why do i persist?
 It's just so hard
 Just to resist
 Why is it so hard just to resist?
 I can't continue on
 So hard to clear my mind
 To see the thoughts I wish were true
 My face versus the stone
 And I blame myself
 Plague my mind with these insecure thoughts
 Whispers in the back of my head
 Telling me it's all wrong
 Why do I persist?
 I'll endure another day
 Why do I persist?
 As self loathing strangles me
 I'll endure another day
 As self loathing strangles Me!
 Push past the veil of helplessness
 Love can't catch me, not today
 Take your hand and just surrender
 It's just not worth it
 Why do I persist?
 I'll endure another day
 Why do I persist?
 Self loathing strangles me
 But I'll endure another day