Can't Hold Back Freestyle

Are you here?
 Yeah, I'ma just get right into it
 Walkin' in the middle of deep waves I reached out
 I was never swayed by head raps and freestyles
 It's a slick wave the internet got us speakin' 'bout
 Lemme talk
 Can't hold back (Can't hold back)
 I feel like I'm never needed I can't hold that
 Feel like I'm tolerated I feel like they
 hate it but shake my hand they violating
 I don't know where l stand in the midst of the crowd waiting
 For another rapper to pop out wit' high ratings
 I want high ratings but only for the people not my latest
 Drop me in the jungle I'ma come back high maintenance
 I lead her to the water she just got back hydrated
 Taught plays, had to learn to fish 'fore I caught waves
 Crazy I had the fade when I caught fades
 Never needed nothing but my momma and God grace
 Now I need that wit a mill' in a locked safe
 Tell how it feel when the streams don't bounce back
 Say they love the song but the bank can't count that
 When you eating Ramen but ya taste buds outback
 Stealing my style I think my phone and the house tapped
 I been hustling, on my phone, I been late night struggling
 On my own, I did nothing but lean on him
 12th grade, went to prom wit' the lean on us
 I never thought in my future that they would lean on me
 I think back to past he put the beam on me
 For a jacket and I still don't keep the thing on me, yeah
 But I still get to dream homie
 Listen, it's jiggas hating to see me win (Win)
 Waiting to see you end (End)
 Placing the money all on my head
 Then bet again
 I ain't going out like that I'ma slick wave (Like that)
 You could bet that house on that I got the rent saved (On that)
 Moved to the 'burbs to get a handle He in control
 Remember when shorty said I'm her man I played the zone
 It transformed into a blessing I took her to church
 Not to the building, we chopped it up and I took her to work
 Feel like I'm serving 'em what they need not they want
 The furthest from perfect I'm nervous
 and hurting I'm pulling the curtains back
 Everybody got choppa in her Birkin bag
 Everybody get money but where ya purpose at
 Not true, I just had his book and some house shoes (Not true)
 Now I gotta plasma and house rules
 Angels is laying on me I came from a drought too
 I see it different and this the manual on how to
 I can't hold back, yeah (I can't hold back)
 45 on my hip dawg, I can't hold back, yeah (I can't hold back)
 We still alive to the clip drop I can't hold back (I can't hold back)
 Huh yeah
 45 on my hip dawg, I can't hold back, yeah (I can't hold back)
 We still alive to the clip drop, I can't hold back