Heavy Heart

Experience these things
 My chest sinks further in and it gets hard to breathe
 Don't fight it, make this easy
 Sometimes I wish I had wings
 Fly far away from this life
 It's a long road
 It's a long road
 As the water beads up on the window
 Turn the sad song up on the ra-ra-radio
 (What's left with me is a memory)
 (When the flesh moves on)
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 Such curiosity
 These thoughts go on all day
 It takes hold of me
 But fighting isn't easy
 Sometimes I wish I had wings
 Fly far away from this life
 It's a long road
 It's a long road
 As the water beads up on the window
 Turn the sad song up on the radio
 Will the voices haunt when the flesh moves on
 And the clouds block out the rays?
 When the feeling hangs upon a halo
 I can only try my best just to let it go
 What's left with me is a memory
 And the things I have to say
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 Resting now, their bodies hit the ground
 Nightmares creep over me, I hear the sounds
 (Yes, they all hit the ground)
 Children scream, their mothers bleed hung upside down
 Scarlet ropes and sadistic minds surround me
 I've spent all of my life confined in secrecy
 What you see is but a shell of what I am on the inside
 Clouds of blackness strike lightning
 There's nothing above
 I'm falling, falling, I'm falling below
 (There's nothing above)
 I'm falling, falling, I'm falling below, below
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 As the water beads up on the window
 Turn the sad song up on the radio
 Will the voices haunt when the flesh moves on
 And the clouds block out the rays?
 When the feeling hangs upon a halo
 I can only try my best just to let it go
 What's left with me is a memory
 And the things I have to say