Awake

I don't want to see I'll drown so deep
 I can't even stand myself
 I don't want to fall down and spit at me
 I just want to tell myself I'm awake yeah
 I don't want to sleep my eyes still shut
 Don't you want to down on me
 I don't let anyone tell me this pain is for free
 Oh oh I am not awake yeah
 Try
 Take
 You know I'm not still awake
 Yeah
 Try
 Take
 You know I'm not still awake
 Open up your black hole I'll feel you from the inside
 It teaches me to fear me I know
 Let it be a lesson you know you've been warned, oh oh
 I am not awake yeah
 Try
 Take
 You know I'm not still awake
 Yeah
 Try
 Take
 You know I'm not still awake
 I don't want to feel this way
 I don't want to feel this way
 I don't want to feel this way
 I don't want to feel
 I don't want to feel this way
 I don't want to feel this way
 I don't want to feel this way
 I don't want to feel
 Don't you feel ashamed to peel back my skin
 And hide me away
 I don't mind if you say so
 I am not awake yeah
 Try
 Take
 You know, I'm not still awake
 Yeah
 Try
 Take
 You know I'm not still awake
 I'm awake
 I'm awake
 I'm awake
 I'm awake