Til Infinity

Yeah, yeah, look
 It's like everybody went ghost when I needed they help, uh
 Pain and betrayal, not too easy to shelf, but
 I cut the ties and started to realize they
 wasn't sleeping on me, I was asleep on my self
 I stay up all night, chase my dreams in the morning
 No sleep, I rest my eyes when they mourning
 I put my pride aside, walk with nothing to prove
 When you're willing to risk it all, tell me what can you lose?
 Yeah, I feel it's me against the world, but I've seen better days
 Even though shit is different, I mean, I'm still amazed
 Friends switching and changing, I seen the picture fade
 Another chapter in life, you just gotta flip the page
 Yeah, if I said it just know I meant that shit
 Back in April I really thought about ending shit
 But ended up in a hospital bed,
 so many drugs in my system,
 I was just sick of being depressed and shit
 I need some insurance
 I need somebody to tell me that nobody's perfect
 And help me with these feelings that just don't ever surface
 And help me lift my spirit every time I feel worthless
 Cause' lately everybody,
 know I'm depressed they telling me I should see somebody
 I'd rather talk through this music so I can reach somebody
 Shout-out to mama, she always there when I need somebody
 Even when back when I was nobody just tryna be somebody
 Still dealing and suffering from anxiety, uh
 Still feeling these pussy niggas be trying me, uh
 Still having this trouble with trusting people ever since
 that bullet hit the back of my head when they shot at me, uh
 But nobody knows the struggles that you going through
 So you don't let nobody close to you
 But I learned that everything will work the way it
 should, as long as you look in the mirror and you know it's you
 Just don't ever let 'em break you down
 Certain times thought I was fading out
 But everything will happen all in time
 They used to talk with, but what they saying now?
 Yeah, I'm in a foreign location letting my mind fast
 Still groves and Cabernet while the time pass
 Knowing shit could've ended up so much different
 I'm just reflecting on life while the sun reflects on the wine glass
 Touchdown from Toronto, I'm flying over states
 Connecting flights to LA, my life is fast paced
 Made me think of the days I used to write my name
 Up on billboards and make the whole world my stage, yeah
 It's crazy, I'm 23 now, they was hating, I know they see now
 Forty-five hundred people packed in a room in Los
 Angeles, if you think I ain't made it, then you in denial, but
 I got this place right off the coast when I'm there
 Own studio chilling, smell the weed smoke in the air
 I know this life is rough and it ain't supposed to be fair
 I'm just tired of fighting for people who don't really care
 I mean, find what you dreaming for and start living through it
 Yeah, I promise there ain't no limits to it
 When your heart speaks to you,
 you gotta listen to it,
 shit my worst fear is dying knowing I didn't do it
 I'm just a man, I'm no greater than you
 Paint a picture of my pain and I frame it for you
 Pour my soul out just to prove that what I'm saying is true
 So if you praying for me, then I'm praying for you
 Look, driving out sunset I got some different views
 Thinking back when the Walker's liquor was all I knew
 Life really switched up for me, they ain't got no love for me
 I just hope that they learn from me since they watched the moves,
 but I'm tryna be better for you, tryna be better for me,
 tryna be better for kids that wanna be better than me, look
 I'ma show em that there's more than a life in the streets
 Gave it all back to the hood and they know it's from me
 Yeah, said I'm tryna be better for
 kids who wanna be better than me, look
 I'ma show em that there's more than a life in the streets
 Gave it all back to the hood and they know it's from me
 Yours Truly 2018, 'til infinity, yeah