Breaking the Habit

Memories consume
 Like opening the wound
 I'm picking me apart again
 You all assume
 I'm safe here in my room
 Unless I try to start again
 I don't want to be the one
 The battles always choose
 'Cause inside I realize
 That I'm the one confused
 I don't know what's worth fighting for
 Or why I have to scream
 I don't know why I instigate
 And say what I don't mean
 I don't know how I got this way
 I know it's not alright
 So I'm
 Breaking the habit
 I'm breaking the habit
 Tonight
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 Clutching my cure
 I tightly lock the door
 I try to catch my breath again
 I hurt much more
 Than anytime before
 I had no options left again
 I don't want to be the one
 The battles always choose
 'Cause inside I realize
 That I'm the one confused
 I don't know what's worth fighting for
 Or why I have to scream
 I don't know why I instigate
 And say what I don't mean
 I don't know how I got this way
 I'll never be alright
 So I'm breaking the habit
 I'm breaking the habit
 Tonight
 I'll paint it on the walls
 'Cause I'm the one at fault
 I'll never fight again
 And this is how it ends
 I don't know what's worth fighting for
 Or why I have to scream
 But now I have some clarity
 To show you what I mean
 I don't know how I got this way
 I'll never be alright
 So I'm breaking the habit
 I'm breaking the habit
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 I'm breaking the habit
 Tonight