Runnin My Momma Crazy

My momma told me while I run these streets she can't sleep
 Her phone ring late at night she think somethin' happened to me
 Her nerves so bad right now she can't even watch T.V
 She turn her head everytime she see the police
 She scared to look 'cause it might be me in the back seat
 Whenever she hear about a shootin' her heart skip a beat
 She heard the feds was in town her knees got weak
 She know I'm at the house the only time she at peace
 Her blood pressure through the roof all because of me
 Her favorite words is "dope ain't the only way to eat"
 She told me the other day she hope I don't die in these streets
 I just pray to God she don't wipe her hands wit' me
 I'm a goon to the streets but to my momma I'm still her baby
 Raised a street nigga by yaself you a hell of a lady
 Shit Im doin' now got nothin' to do wit' how you raised me
 Shit killin' me to know I'm runnin' my momma crazy
 Goon to the streets but to my momma I'm still her baby
 Raised a street nigga by yaself you a hell of a lady
 Shit Im doin' now got nothin' to do wit' how you raised me
 Shit killin' me to know I'm runnin' my momma crazy
 Remember the nights me sittin' up in a cold cell
 I'm wakin' ya up out'cha sleep it's me callin' you from jail
 You ain't say it but I know inside you mad as hell
 You called off from work just to bond me out of jail
 I get in trouble I call you seem like it never fail
 Can hear you now "boy you need to sit ya ass down somewhere"
 I come and eat I take a shower then I'm out of there
 I know I'm stressin' ya at times seem like I don't care
 You wrote bad checks for me to have somethin' to wear
 You risked ya freedom for me nowadays that's real rare
 Everytime I think about the shit I wanna shed a tear
 That's why I buy ya somethin' for Father's Day every year
 You did the best you could wit' me and I love you for that
 Wanted me to stay in school but that ain't where my heart was at
 I got exposed to the streets and fell in love wit' stacks
 And all the times I hurt you wish I could take it back
 When daddy left us you stepped up and took his slack
 I know I'm selfish and feelin's is somethin' I know I lack
 The shit I'm doin' now I know you raised me better than that
 You showed me how to be a man and showed me how to act
 Sometimes I wonder how you still proud I'm ya son
 After all the stuff I took ya through and all the shit I done
 Well like ya told me when God want me how I can't run
 Before he take me want you to know how much I love ya mom
 Think I'm speakin' for every street nigga 'round the world... I
 don't think we sit down long enough sometimes... Just to
 realize what we takin' our momma through... It hurt me to know
 dog... That I'm runnin' my momma crazy... And it's really
 killin' me to know... that I'm helpin' killin' my momma.