Shame Reactions

Whiskey a go-go, head spinning, oh no
 I wanna know who's in control, yeah, who's in control?
 She's calculated, I'm fucking clueless
 Chaotic stupid, I'll get used to feeling useless
 Is there a way for me to kill the girl I wish I were?
 Won't let me be because I'll never be enough for her
 Animal part of me, she never stays too far from me
 She tastes like meat, she tastes like blood, she tastes so sweet
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 Whiskey a go-go, head spinning, oh no
 Rereading old texts, burning holes right through my conscience
 My head is crowded, my thoughts are clouded
 Is this my life, or just a fond "fuck you" to a friend?
 Is there a way for me to kill the girl I wish I were?
 Won't let me be because I'll never be enough for her
 Animal part of me, she never stays too far from me
 She tastes like meat, she tastes like blood, she tastes so sweet