this might be our last december

Baby, I'm a call away
 If you ever need my love, wish that could just be enough
 But I know you'd throw it all away
 'Cause you don't think I keep your trust, tell me what I'm feeling's lust 'cause
 You've been hurt plenty of times
 And been told way too many lies
 But this time I'm telling the truth
 I wish you could just realize
 And I know she did me wrong but it's too hard to stay mad at you
 I'm in love with her attitude, do anything she'd ask me to
 What can I do?
 I just can't not think about you
 I can't live without you
 Don't give me a reason to doubt you
 And I've been counting the days 'til I can outdo
 That other guy that you keep around you
 I think it's coming soon to a theater near you
 But I trip over my words every time I'm near you
 I've been praying everything I'm saying's stuff you feel too
 But I can't get it out
 I'm just writing it all down
 Why would I wait up?
 You think I could do better
 Just for the sake of this feeling I remember
 From when we first met, think it was last September
 Now it's almost December
 Wish we could be together, oh, oh
 Never been in so much pain
 Heart feels lost, can't find it, oh
 Tell me what you want, I can buy it, oh
 Can't you see I'm trying? Oh
 Never on the same page
 We can always rewrite 'em though
 Insecure, but I don't mind it though
 'Cause, girl, you shine bright like a diamond, oh
 I just can't not think about you
 I can't live without you
 Don't give me a reason to doubt you
 And I've been counting the days 'til I can outdo
 That other guy that you keep around you
 I think it's coming soon to a theater near you
 But I trip over my words every time I'm near you
 I've been praying everything I'm saying's stuff you feel too
 But I can't get it out
 I'm just writing it all down