Trying

Looking for answers inside of a book
 What if I took what I shouldn't have took?
 And if I was stronger would I let go of it?
 And if I was older would I know what to do with it?
 And what if I never get it right?
 What if I don't come back to life?
 My body is made of wood and stone
 It can rot and it can burn
 And what if I took what I shouldn't have took?
 And what if I got what I shouldn't have got?
 And if I was stronger would I let go of it?
 And if I was older would I know what to do with it?
 I'm down on my knees, begging don't run away from me
 I just need to keep you close
 But what if it feels like everything else?
 What if it feels like nothing at all?