Mood Swing Misery

Drowning in my misery, up to my neck with memories
 I don't feel like remembering
 I feel like I'm not growing at all
 Honestly, I kinda miss the neglect
 'Cause nowadays everybody at my head for a check, yuh
 I got addicted with the feeling of isolation
 If I die, spit on my grave in hopes I'm not reincarnated
 'Cause I'm exhausted and lost in the sauce
 And I feel like my mind is fading
 Throw up my set then throw yo shade
 Tell me how much you hate me
 Mood swing misery, the ups and downs keep killing me
 Never thought I'd let you get to me, now I'm falling gradually
 Mood swing misery, feel like everybody is watching me
 Can't seem to shake it off of me, pulling all the life from me
 Mood swing misery, mood swing misery
 My biggest regret was letting you fall in love with me
 Everything that I get close to falls apart eventually
 My destiny is testin' me, my testimony won't let me sleep
 Time heals all wounds so I've been waitin' patiently
 'Cause I'm not Wolverine
 Told my demons back up off me, but they took control of me
 Enemies surrounding me, tryna fold me like origami
 Got me grippin' on my lifesaver
 Holdin' my breath, hopin' for tomorrow, life ain't for the weak
 I feel the pain until I'm hollow
 Mood swing misery, the ups and downs keep killing me
 Never thought I'd let you get to me, now I'm falling gradually
 Mood swing misery, feel like everybody is watching me
 Can't seem to shake it off of me, pulling all the life from me
 Mood swing misery, mood swing misery
 Mood swing misery, mood swing misery