Wesley's Pipe Dream

I let you down again.
 Through your point of view I've made a mess of my whole life.
 I can't change your perception
 you're best without knowing I have no sympathy.
 He was my dad too.
 You moved out west, I stayed back east. Strictly for the family.
 September brought me nothing but pain.
 You left me for dead.
 So I left you a note.
 It read please leave me alone
 so I can lick my wounds and get back up on my feet.
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 A subtle scene of imagery you called it as it was.
 I called you up to let you know
 I've been rehearsing this for that one day we hash this shit out.
 I'm not breaking down, I'm building up.
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 It's not that I don't care.
 I've just been hurt.
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 I'm telling everyone about you.
 I can't believe it's almost been eight years.
 It's like a bad dream, we're only getting older.