Thrashville 1/3

Still not quite convinced I really do exist
 I always start and end in the same spot
 Just when you might have thought
 I'm doing fine, I'm not
 I swear I just read the vibes right
 Clearly, you're not down with my enthusiastic bullshit
 When you're with your drug friends
 Watch me tone it down a notch
 I cut down on the talk
 And be right where you want me
 If I ever find myself
 I'd stay out of my motherfucking way
 Malleable and shapeless
 I sway the conversation
 Line by line, I turn it into math
 Never been good at that
 So I'll stick to a laugh
 Maybe try out a safe joke
 If I ever find myself I'd say
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 If I ever find myself I'd say
 "I can smell your room strictly from your exhale"
 "You think you're so cool but leave out certain details"
 I feel my heart stop beating
 I'm done this time
 I mean it
 I know myself like no one else
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 And I hate every second
 Just like
 Just like
 Just like paranoia but I'm always right