Your Eyes Are Bleeding

Holding on to things I had
 I bottle up inside
 Wanna face my demons
 But denial makes me high
 Thought I had it figured out
 I guess it was a lie
 Thought I was a grown-up
 But I'm really just a child
 Looking back on things I had
 I ruin everything
 Everything's my fault
 And it's the bad luck that I bring
 My idea of forever is fleeting in itself
 Everyone I love has an expiration shelf
 Everyone I love leaves me when I need them most
 My little heart is broken
 And the world will pay the cost
 Smash my heart in pieces (smash my heart in pieces)
 It looks so good on the floor (it looks good on the floor)
 Now I really hate you (you know I hate you)
 And I wanna hate you more (you know I hate you more)
 I will climb a mile for you (I would climb a mile)
 In fact, I always did (you know I always did)
 You gave me a fraction of what (gave me a fraction)
 I had to give (what I had to give)
 My eyes are bleeding
 I'm sick and still not eating
 Got nothing to believe in
 I'm not so lucky
 I thought you love me
 I thought you love me
 I thought you love me
 I thought you love me