Dead Eyes

I see, dead eyes on the verge of suicide
 I realize it's not alright
 I'll find my way to idolize it
 In my eyes, I'll reach the sky (yeah, ayy)
 Runnin' outta breath, I been runnin' outta energy
 Tellin' all your friends you don't wanna be a friend to me
 You makin' up lies, why am I gettin' all the penalties?
 I wanna talk about us without talking to an enemy
 I've been broken down like my food in my stomach
 Hatin' these feelings, but act like I love it
 I don't wanna cheat, nah, I want fair play
 I don't wanna crash land like an airplane
 I want you back but when you act like that
 Like a one-sided talk, you don't call me back
 Yeah, times were hard and when you left, they got harder
 My bed got colder and my room got darker
 I'm still in love, I know, so are you
 Why'd I pray for the rain when our skies were blue
 I'm still in love, I know, so are you
 Let's talk tonight and we can talk it through
 I see, dead eyes on the verge of suicide
 I realize it's not alright
 I'll find my way to idolize it
 In my eyes, I'll reach the sky
 Tell me if I'm lost, and all the days it took
 I gave it all I had, without a second look
 And I need breathing room, if I don't see you soon
 I think I'll die inside, I'll blame it all on you
 I think I'm gone for good, it happened faster than it should
 And now it's upside down, I must've misunderstood
 But I still wish you were here, and maybe one day you will
 And while I wait for you, I'll pop another pill
 Black long sleeve, I can see you're freezing
 You know I'll stop your bleeding
 Let's not make this hard, let's just hit restart
 Messed up badly, how'd this all happen
 This world's a mess so please don't leave us stranded
 I'm swimming in the ocean of fear
 Back where I started, no closer each year
 I think, maybe you'll start to disappear
 As I cope with these emotions, I don't wanna get closer
 I see, dead eyes on the verge of suicide
 I realize it's not alright
 I'll find my way to idolize it
 In my eyes, I'll reach the sky
 Dead eyes on the verge of suicide
 I realize it's not alright
 I'll find my way to idolize it
 In my eyes, I'll reach the sky