She Who Mars the Skin of Gods

"Kezia, my darling, please never forget"
 "This world's got the substance of a frozen summer silhouette"
 Said my mother through lips that were cracked with love and toil
 Before she added, "The warmest of blankets is six feet of soil"
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 She wear a perfume called pride that smelled a lot more like shame
 So when she walked into the room I was sleeping
 I heard her curse my father's name
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 It was our situation, our position, our gender to blame
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 It was the lonely gray of my father's eyes
 Staring back in the, the mirror's frame
 It was the lonely gray of my father's eyes
 Staring back in the mirror's frame
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 Mother, oh, mother, I'm shaking while I write
 Tonight I'll stay awake and try to breathe away my fright
 Mother, oh, mother, I'm shaking while I write
 Tonight I'll stay awake and try to breathe away my fright
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 There's a letter waiting for me that I have yet to read
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 There's a letter waiting for me that I have yet to read
 'Cause I know it's not from you, you're the only one I need
 You're the only one I need
 I'm tired and I'm cold and I want to go to bed
 But there's no one here to tuck me in
 So the shotgun will instead (I'm tired, I'm cold)
 The shotgun will instead
 (I want to go to bed, I want to go to bed)
 I want to
 (No one here to tuck me in)
 So this shotgun will