Sana Sana Sana, Cura Cura Cura

With the soundless
 Heavy silence pushed me
 Down the floor
 Anxiety rolls in me like a wave
 Wave of desire
 To do something terrible to myself
 But I will not
 Allow darkness to break out again
 Outside
 Beyond
 My smiling face will hide this horror from you
 It's better this way for everyone
 I was deaf
 I was blind and stupid
 Until I learned
 To talk to myself, to my ego
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 But what is myself made of?
 A mixture of bittеrness
 Anger
 Humor
 And immorality
 Can this be callеd
 A good
 Personality?
 Will anyone
 Love me?
 Will anyone
 Love
 Me?
 The monster sleeps inside of me
 Which with every drink is trying to break out
 And I'm often dangerous for myself and for all
 I'm like a deep-sea mine
 Don't get too close to me
 Don't get too close
 To me
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 Sana, sana, sana
 Cura, cura, cura
 Sana, sana, sana
 Cura, cura, cura
 Sana, sana, sana
 Cura, cura, cura
 Sana, sana, sana
 Cura, cura, cura
 I've never felt sorry for anything I've done, other than hurting my family
 They're the only thing I feel sorry for
 I'm not looking for forgiveness, I'm not repenting
 I know I'm wrong
 I'm wrong, I do want my family to forgive me
 Oh boy
 I ain't gonna make this one
 Shit
 This would never be me, this would not be me
 I feel for my family
 You see The Iceman crying?
 Not very macho
 But I hurt
 People that mean everything to me
 They're the only people that mean anything to me