Sleep In The Heat

I was feeling a little bizarre
 The day that I burned my family car
 In the scrap metal wrecking yard
 And I've said so many goodbyes
 In the 25 years that I've been alive, and I
 Don't know why this one was so hard
 And every time I'd go back to my apartment
 All I'd wanna do is get stoned (whoa oh-oh oh-oh)
 And I'm sick and tired of blacking out on my carpet
 And waking up all on my own, so I brought you home!
 You started falling apart
 Six months after you moved in
 And I should've known from the start
 That things would be different
 It's not something that I can fix
 If I could do anything, you know I would
 This fucking vacation would come to an end
 Maybe then you'd be normal again
 Last week, when I went back to my apartment
 You were looking so stoned (whoa oh-oh oh-oh)
 The day after Christmas, you acted so different
 Just wanted to be on your own
 So I thought you'd better sleep right through the day
 And cast all of my savings and loans (whoa oh-oh oh-oh)
 But it was too late
 You were letting go
 Whoa, whoa oh-oh oh-oh
 Whoa-oh-oh-oh
 Whoa oh-oh oh-oh, oh oh
 Oh, whoa oh-oh oh-oh
 Whoa-oh-oh-oh
 Whoa oh-oh oh-oh, oh oh
 Whoa, whoa oh-oh oh-oh
 And nothing I say (whoa oh oh oh)
 Will make it okay (whoa oh-oh oh-oh, oh oh)
 You just sleep in the heat and repeat
 You wasted away (oh, whoa oh-oh oh-oh)
 And nothing I do is gonna save you (whoa oh oh oh)
 I'm trying my best, but you can't even look at me and talk to me and tell me what's happening to you (whoa oh-oh oh-oh, oh oh)
 Yesterday, I went back to my apartment
 To see how you'd been holding up (whoa oh-oh oh-oh)
 You hadn't been eating, I thought you were sleeping, but
 You're not waking up
 And I want you to know that I'd spend every bit of my
 Pitiful savings and loans (whoa oh-oh oh-oh)
 Just to see you again
 But I know I won't!