Am I Confused?

Yo living in these times of life is getting hectic
 We got that minded method to survive the head trips
 I wonder every day if this is how it was meant to be
 Looking at society, police always eying me
 Plus my girlfriend keeps trying me (where the fuck you going?)
 She thinks she can buy me
 To couple up the mind see
 Pretty soon she's gonna be crying see
 When I have to tell her about these kids on the way from these other broads
 Shit's about to get uhhhh
 Everybody makes mistakes
 Some make more than others
 A statistic like crackhead mothers
 A man pop and got in the gutters
 A-train pumping needles in their veins
 Trying to maintain while the witch weight gain
 The situation's from taking the wrong path
 It'll lead you to your doom from not doing the math
 Am I confused or
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 Yo nigga refuse to be a breakdancer
 But now he's lying up dying of cancer
 Doctors can't find the answer
 He used to smoke mad cigarettes
 Nigga get like three packs a day and straight smoke em away
 Now he gotta pay run away to go out
 Wasn't about the game on the sneaking the whore out
 That's just the clock aids from going raw skin
 She still hoin' the pastor monk's men
 Lookin' all fly but you can't tell from the size of the thighs
 Waiting for you is a deadly surprise
 My niggas ain't listening still
 Cause y'all blinded
 You got your mind washed
 Over dick one-sided
 Am I confused or