Am I High Rn (feat. blackbear)

I think the back door creaks
 I think the sun burned down
 I think this garden speaks
 Or am I high right now?
 I think the sky caved in
 I think your heart's possessed
 I see white flags wavin'
 Or am I just obsessed?
 Or am I paranoid of bein' myself?
 Is it my brain overworkin' itself?
 Are these rumors in my head really true?
 Is someone watchin' all the things that we do?
 Or am I high right now?
 Am I high right now?
 Yeah-yeah
 Am I trippin'? Am I sippin'? Am I high right now?
 The delusion and confusion got me hella trippin' now
 I need likes to validate me, I need pills to chill me out
 I need sex to feel in power, I need booze to wash it down
 I need somethin' for the side effects, somethin' for the comedown
 Somethin' for the trauma, somethin' just to come around
 I'm riddled with anxiety and cripplin' depression
 Gotta dig my own grave just to learn my lesson
 I feel like I think too much
 You only hit me up when you drink too much
 And I don't wanna be your human Xanax bar
 You're talkin' 'bout forever, shit's way too far
 And I don't wanna be another one night stand
 But I don't wanna be nobody's life plan
 If you're scared, go to church, if you're shook, meditate
 If you're hurt, just vibe, if you're mad, walk away
 What you think?
 Or am I paranoid of bein' myself? (Bein' myself)
 Is it my brain overworkin' itself? (Workin' itself)
 Are these rumors in my head really true? (Really true)
 Is someone watchin' all the things that we do?
 Or am I high right now?
 Am I high right now?
 Or am I high right now?
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 Or am I high right now?
 (You only hit me up when you drink too much)
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 Or am I high right now?