Sad Still

We don't wanna feel this bad
 Rather sweep it under the mat
 We take this red pill, green pill, black pill
 I know deep down we're sad still.
 It's not normally how we act,
 They should see what's under our mask.
 We need something stronger than Advil
 I know deep down we're sad still.
 We don't ever gotta talk about it,
 What do you mean?
 Cabinet full of orange viles,
 They prescribe what I need
 Wanna treat the term anxiety
 Like it's taboo
 Come off that opinion I think
 You need this more than I do
 I wake at 8am and pad
 My floor with pillows then stand
 Cuz all this vertigo is making
 Me unsure where I'll land.
 I need to breathe, need religion,
 Need fiancé on phone,
 Since our last conversation
 I don't trust being alone.
 Year feels like
 3000 & Andre.
 Flood my head with vloggers,
 Go throw on that Kanye.
 Oh I hate this shaking,
 Oh I hate this aching.
 Nothing that they say
 These days is groundbreaking
 We don't wanna feel this bad
 Rather sweep it under the mat
 We take this red pill,
 Green pill, black pill
 I know deep down we're sad still.
 It's not normally how we act,
 They should see what's under our mask.
 We need something
 Stronger than Advil
 I know deep down
 We're sad still.
 We don't ever gotta talk about it,
 What do you mean
 All you ever see on Instagram
 Is low cut jeans
 From girls that I can bet are
 Probably going through some shit
 But make a fake smile till
 Their white blood cells lit
 Your conversations with
 Friends family go long ways,
 That's how I cope with crawling
 Out my skin like ru pauls waves
 My milligrams are lower,
 But I still don't know where I'm headed.
 Each time my heart starts
 Beating I look for symptoms on Reddit.
 Yeah this year's like
 3000 & Andre.
 Flood my head with vloggers,
 Go throw on that Kanye.
 Oh I hate this shaking,
 Oh I hate this aching.
 Nothing that they say these
 Days is groundbreaking
 We don't wanna feel this bad
 Rather sweep it under the mat
 We take this red pill, green pill, black pill
 I know deep down we're sad still.
 It's not normally how we act,
 They should see what's under our mask.
 We need something stronger than Advil
 I know deep down we're sad still.
 Red pill
 Green pill
 Black pill
 How do you feel?
 Pink pill
 Yellow pill
 Purple pill
 How do you feel?
 Yeah this year's like
 3000 & Andre.
 Flood my head with vloggers,
 Go throw on that Kanye.
 Oh I hate this shaking,
 Oh I hate this aching.
 Nothing that they say these
 Days is groundbreaking.
 We don't wanna feel this bad
 Rather sweep it under the mat
 We take this red pill, green pill, black pill
 I know deep down we're sad still.
 It's not normally how we act,
 They should see what's under our mask.
 We need something stronger than Advil
 I know deep down we're sad still.
 
 We don't wanna feel this bad
 Rather sweep it under the mat
 We take this red pill, green pill, black pill
 I know deep down we're sad still.
 It's not normally how we act,
 They should see what's under our mask.
 We need something stronger than Advil
 I know deep down we're sad still.
 We don't ever gotta talk about it,
 What do you mean?
 Cabinet full of orange viles,
 They prescribe what I need
 Wanna treat the term anxiety
 Like it's taboo
 Come off that opinion I think
 You need this more than I do
 I wake at 8am and pad
 My floor with pillows then stand
 Cuz all this vertigo is making
 Me unsure where I'll land.
 I need to breathe, need religion,
 Need fiancé on phone,
 Since our last conversation
 I don't trust being alone.
 Year feels like
 3000 & Andre.
 Flood my head with vloggers,
 Go throw on that Kanye.
 Oh I hate this shaking,
 Oh I hate this aching.
 Nothing that they say
 These days is groundbreaking
 We don't wanna feel this bad
 Rather sweep it under the mat
 We take this red pill,
 Green pill, black pill
 I know deep down we're sad still.
 It's not normally how we act,
 They should see what's under our mask.
 We need something
 Stronger than Advil
 I know deep down
 We're sad still.
 We don't ever gotta talk about it,
 What do you mean
 All you ever see on Instagram
 Is low cut jeans
 From girls that I can bet are
 Probably going through some shit
 But make a fake smile till
 Their white blood cells lit
 Your conversations with
 Friends family go long ways,
 That's how I cope with crawling
 Out my skin like ru pauls waves
 My milligrams are lower,
 But I still don't know where I'm headed.
 Each time my heart starts
 Beating I look for symptoms on Reddit.
 Yeah this year's like
 3000 & Andre.
 Flood my head with vloggers,
 Go throw on that Kanye.
 Oh I hate this shaking,
 Oh I hate this aching.
 Nothing that they say these
 Days is groundbreaking
 We don't wanna feel this bad
 Rather sweep it under the mat
 We take this red pill, green pill, black pill
 I know deep down we're sad still.
 It's not normally how we act,
 They should see what's under our mask.
 We need something stronger than Advil
 I know deep down we're sad still.
 Red pill
 Green pill
 Black pill
 How do you feel?
 Pink pill
 Yellow pill
 Purple pill
 How do you feel?
 Yeah this year's like
 3000 & Andre.
 Flood my head with vloggers,
 Go throw on that Kanye.
 Oh I hate this shaking,
 Oh I hate this aching.
 Nothing that they say these
 Days is groundbreaking.
 We don't wanna feel this bad
 Rather sweep it under the mat
 We take this red pill, green pill, black pill
 I know deep down we're sad still.
 It's not normally how we act,
 They should see what's under our mask.
 We need something stronger than Advil
 I know deep down we're sad still.