Flowers

We had it good for two years in the truck
 Until we realized our luck had dried up
 So I went to the dealership
 Tore out the seats
 I know it's just a sign but I can't let it free
 Do I wonder sometimes
 In Southern California
 When the sun shines
 If it don't shine for ya
 Now I'm making bread again
 Still living in a rental
 You're in our old house
 And it makes me sentimental
 Do I wonder
 If I should have stayed
 Every night, every day
 So don't bring flowers to my grave
 Say goodbye from far away
 We were broke up
 But still sharing a bed
 Spent all our cash on
 Driving out west
 Kicking up hope like dust on the track
 You told me don't pick up so I don't call you back
 Do I wonder sometimes
 In Southern California
 When the sun shines
 If it don't shine for ya
 Now I'm making bread again
 Still living in a rental
 You're in our old house
 And it makes me sentimental
 Do I wonder
 If I should have stayed
 Every night, every day
 So don't bring flowers to my grave
 Say goodbye from far away
 Been a long time I've been thinking about
 I've been thinking, I've been dreaming, I've been thinking about
 Been a long time I've been thinking about
 I've been thinking, I've been dreaming, I've been thinking about
 Been a long time I've been thinking about
 Been a long time I've been thinking about
 Been a long time I've been thinking about
 I've been thinking, I've been dreaming, I've been thinking about
 Do I wonder sometimes (Been a long time I've been thinking about)
 In Southern California (I've been thinking, I've been dreaming, I've been thinking about)
 When the sun shines (Been a long time I've been thinking about)
 If it don't shine for ya
 Now I'm making bread again (Been a long time I've been thinking about)
 Still living in a rental
 You're in our old house
 And it makes me sentimental
 I could get you all the line
 But I know it ain't productive
 I know it ain't good
 But I'm feeling self-destructive
 You're on the check out
 And I'm working construction
 My only medicine is letting go again
 Do I wonder
 If I should have stayed
 Every night, every day
 So don't bring flowers to my grave
 Say goodbye from far away