Tension

I let my mouth run wild
 Flashing artificial smiles
 All of my convictions begging me to listen
 But I can't decide
 I think I said too much
 I should of kept it all in
 The lack of motivation making me complacent, yeah
 In my damnation
 I feel the tension
 Tension!
 I feel the tension
 Tension!
 I feel the tension
 Tension!
 I feel the tension
 Tension!
 My radiation went down
 I'm losing all of my friends
 Waging my salvation just to make a statement, yeah
 I'm not okay with this
 I'm fighting with my head
 It's like I just can't win
 Will I swallow my pride or drown in my denial?
 Will I seek or swim?
 I feel the tension
 Tension!
 I feel the tension
 Tension!
 I feel the tension
 Tension!
 I feel the tension
 Tension!
 Am I going out of my mind?
 My vision's blurry all the time
 I know you see where I hide
 I'm just to scared to chase the light
 I feel the tension
 Tension!
 I feel the tension
 Tension!
 I feel the tension
 Tension!
 I feel, I feel, I feel the tension!