There Goes My Head

I long to understand you
 Complexities: simply a virtue
 Of your existence, taking hold of me
 I dwell upon a thought
 That starts as just a thought
 Then grows to thoughts of killing me
 Before the truth is revealed to me
 There goes my head
 There goes my head
 Who'd ever think I would've done
 Who'd ever think it,
 There goes my head
 There goes my head
 Who'd ever think I would've done
 What I did to me
 I've taken bits and pieces
 Of words, your lips got rid of feces
 Believe me, I don't know what's real
 "It wasn't meant to harm," you said
 Too late bitch, your words left me for dead
 You know my conscience is always beating me
 There goes my head
 There goes my head
 Who'd ever think I would've done
 Who'd ever think it,
 There goes my head
 There goes my head
 Who'd ever think I would've done
 What I did to me
 Please understand tensions building within me
 Please understand, just understand
 Forgive me
 There goes my head
 There goes my head
 Forgive me