Spread Me All Over Illinois

Change holds me down to the places I don't want to be
 When I wake up I look in the mirror and I see
 The person that's been scaring me away from moving on
 And getting out of my head
 I end my nights in the same spot
 That I told myself I would leave
 I wanna come home and have it be
 Like it was before I left
 I'm starting to see that I keep living alone in the past
 Since loneliness will never leave my mind
 I can't shake it off
 Always a fight between my past
 My head and my heart
 You can cut me up and spread me all over Illinois
 I can't
 I can't find myself
 Since loneliness will never leave my mind
 I'm stuck and I feel like I'm the only one
 I end my nights in the same spot
 That I told myself I would leave
 I wanna come home and have it be
 Like it was before I left
 I'm starting to see that I keep living alone in the past
 Since loneliness will never leave my mind
 Did I get left behind
 Or is everybody else just hiding that they're lost?
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 Loneliness will never leave my mind
 Loneliness will never leave my mind
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 Did I get left behind
 Or is everybody else just hiding that they're lost?