Honest

I've been laying wide awake
 I have something I have to say
 I look at your face, and
 I'm ready to cave in
 I know I've been waiting
 And driving the blade in
 There's no easy way to explain
 Make it all go away
 I'm to blame
 I never, I never
 I never loved you if we're honest, honest
 I know this isn't what we promised, promised
 Thought you could be the one I wanted
 But you're so far, far
 
 You're not like me, you're too good
 Still you want me, I knew you would
 I thought it was love, 'cause
 Was hooked like a drug, and
 But that's enough
 I'm calling my bluff
 I knew you would want me to stay
 But now I'm walking away
 Don't you wait
 I never, I never
 I never loved you if we're honest, honest
 I know this isn't what we promised, promised
 Thought you could be the one I wanted
 But you're so far, far
 I never loved you if we're honest, honest
 I know this isn't what we promised, promised
 Thought you could be the one I wanted
 But you're so far, far