It's Time to Grow Up

So grow up and cross to the other side
 What's a matter?! Don't you change your life?
 Oh... it is so real!
 Dance my monkey, you cannot be free
 Eat your lies, betray the innocent dreams
 There is no place for a sadness and tears
 Don't you realize?!
 Common! Common! It's a suicide
 Impassive shout, they are drowned
 Morbid speed... Putrid game...
 If I could in a one breath drink huge oceans of lies
 I would be what I could be, I would see what I've never seen
 Summertime in a snowy day, all my pride with required shame
 All is different now...
 No more barefoot mornings
 No more quiet evenings
 There's an upset old man
 No more barefoot mornings
 The whisper in my head's so delicate it's sounds over and over
 Let me run into the rain touch the stars
 with open arms and with a thousand smiles...
 "You can spend your time alone till the end" - it's sounds over and over...
 Pull yourself together and start to live
 I take care and care of my inside child
 But I don't know if that's my imagination...
 Hey you! Do you hear me?
 How much do I know? It seems like nobody care...
 Hey you! Do you...
 Commotion everywhere, emotions in my head...
 Impassive shout, they are drowned
 Morbid speed... Putrid game...
 Wait!
 I just need someone to be there, waiting for me...
 I don't want to be anymore, crying kid...