What Now

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
 I shouldn't be crying
 Tears were for the weaker days
 I'm stronger now, or so I say
 But something's missing
 Whatever it is
 It feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
 Whatever it is
 It's just laughing at me
 And I just wanna scream
 What now? I just can't figure it out
 What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (Wait it out)
 What now? Oh, oh, oh, oh! What now?
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 I found the one, he changed my life
 But was it me that changed
 And he just happened to come at the right time
 I'm supposed to be in love
 But I'm numb again
 Whatever it is
 It feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
 Whatever it is
 It's just sitting there laughing at me
 And I just wanna scream
 What now? I just can't figure it out
 What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (Wait it out)
 What now? Please tell me
 What now?
 There's no one to call 'cause I'm just playing games with them all
 The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
 'Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
 I can't even get the emotions to come out
 Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout
 What now? I just can't figure it out
 What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (Wait it out)
 What now? Somebody tell me
 What now?
 I don't know where to go
 I don't know what to feel
 I don't know how to cry
 I don't know oh-oh why
 I don't know where to go
 I don't know what to feel
 I don't know how to cry
 I don't know oh-oh why
 I don't know where to go
 I don't know what to feel
 I don't know how to cry
 I don't know oh-oh why
 So what now?