Lonely (Bonus Track)

Been out on the road so long I
 Feel like I'm locked out my own life
 It could be worse it ain't like I'm dying
 Lonely is my company
 Can't wait to get home and relax
 But I'm out here grinding believe that
 It could be worse but the fact remains that
 Lonely is my company
 This touring shit ain't what you think it is
 Coming up in this music biz ain't glamorous
 We just left Atlanta drove from Boston to Los Angeles
 Somewhere in between I lost my mind like I began to just
 Party like I'm trying to die call an ambulance
 I almost overdosed again
 My time is mostly spent
 Alone inside my room at some shitty motor inn
 There's roaches in the shower
 But the show is in an hour
 When it's over we inside the van on the road again
 Last night I got so drunk that I was comatose I went
 And punched a bunch of holes up in the wall and broke my hand
 Puking blood from too much liquor tripping snorting coke with fans
 One of my closest friends called my phone and asked me how's it been
 Told him man I been...
 On tour with Tech I had to catch a plane to Hollywood
 Mansion in the hills
 Shooting Switch Lanes I done made it
 Can't believe it's real
 Right in the middle of us filming got a text from my girl
 Pictures of her bloody face
 She slit her wrist and fell
 Pills in her system
 Doctors said she tried to kill herself
 Put her in a padded room
 Sent her to a mental health
 Facility they're telling me that they won't let her out
 1000 miles away there's only so much I can do to help
 Now my album's coming out in like a week or so
 My videos on MTV
 The love of my life is stuck in Georgia Regional
 They let her use the phone
 She called me and she's crying
 Saying "Get me out!" "I'm trying"
 At the meet and greet I'm lying
 Like I'm fine, I've been dying
 I was out on tour with Snow and Jarren Benton
 It's so embarrassin when
 You're drunk and acting dumb
 A ton of strangers there to witness
 Late nights with DJ crisis getting drunk and talking business
 In the winter overheating
 Turning on the air condition
 Mostly I was lonely
 Talking no one there to listen
 Crying in the mirror staring at my own reflection
 Drugs and alcohol got me all emotional
 Overall I'm in no condition to battle my own addiction
 Before you know it though the tour is over so it's history
 Missing Thanksgiving day but hey you made it home for Christmas
 You see the one you love and try to pick up where you left it
 I love her and I missed her
 But she says I'm acting distant
 Told her listen I've been