Cope

I feel like I've drown in the ocean
 Lately every day the same
 I just try to go through the motions
 I can only get sleep when it rains
 I try to be out in the open
 By wearing my heart on my sleeve
 I try to reveal the emotion
 But it's getting harder to breathe
 I had to be honest with me
 That I couldn't give what you wanted of me
 I saw in a dream that I would have it all
 But this shit isn't all that I thought it would be
 Remember the way that we'd dance?
 Remember the wine we'd drink in the autumn?
 I used to think we had a chance
 But now I just sink to the bottom
 Pick me up
 Hit the plug
 Get the drugs
 Line of coke
 In a rush
 Sin and lust
 Give it up
 Or die alone
 Stay above
 Pull the plug
 Quit the drugs
 Try to cope
 Fell in love
 Still in love
 Was it love?
 I don't know
 I feel like I've drown in the ocean
 Lately every day the same
 I just try to go through the motions
 I can only get sleep when it rains
 I try to be out in the open
 By wearing my heart on my sleeve
 I try to reveal the emotion
 But it's getting harder to breathe