Close Enough To Hurt

In this life I've been scarred
 So I walk around here with my guard up
 And they quick to say Lil Nunny trippin'
 I think about my past and get in my feelings
 I think about the people who deserve me
 I think about the ones who didn't deserve me (okay)
 Think about the ones who did me dirty (okay)
 I won't let you close enough to hurt me
 And I been staying to myself, I been moving lowkey
 'Cause I don't know you and nigga you don't know me
 I don't need no new homeboys, nigga I'm straight
 You can keep yo handshakes, these niggas snakes
 I'll play it safe
 Sometimes I wish baker understand (okay)
 That I am not yo average man (okay)
 Ain't insecure, I'm just hurting, trying to find out is you worth it
 Opening up make me worry and new faces make me nervous
 Like where these niggas was when we was slidin' in my Acura
 Now they wanna pop up because them Rs in the back of us
 And we be state to state, promoters always got them racks for us
 New niggas come 'round and I disappear like Perry the Platypus
 In this life I've been scarred
 So I walk around here with my guard up
 And they quick to say Lil Nunny trippin'
 I think about my past and get in my feelings
 I think about the people who deserve me
 I think about the ones who didn't deserve me (okay)
 Think about the ones who did me dirty (okay)
 I won't let you close enough to hurt me (okay)