Dark Conversation

Fire that shit up, TnT
 Um, Reuel, stop playing
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 He havin', mm-mm-mmh
 He havin'
 
 He havin' conversations in the dark, yeah, yeah
 It's just me, myself, and my heart, uh
 My heart said, "Under any circumstance or for any reason
 Lay down your guard again and I'ma stop beatin'
 Please, friend, I cannot take it no more"
 Four in the mornin', while they sleepin', I'm wide awake
 Thinkin' about the problems I faced, make my heart race
 I done put my trust in so many, they all traded lanes
 I don't know where I should start but it's time for a change
 During the day, I'm Rod Wave, but I feel like Cobain
 Do I wanna deal with the pain that tomorrow brings?
 Might grab a gun, blow out his brain, he been feelin' strange
 But then he think 'bout Reginae and think about Charmaine
 So many smiles, so many hugs, but I still feel alone
 Cut down the lights, cut off his phone, and get in his zone
 Lost in his thoughts, he's in a vault, but his mind, it roams
 And he'll give his heart to anyone who will call it home
 And he's been like that for so long, since a small child
 He'd be okay until he sober, then his thoughts pile
 They be on social sites ridin', clownin' a nigga
 Then he remember he's up two, 300,000 on niggas
 He havin' conversations in the dark, yeah, yeah
 It's just me, myself, and my heart
 My heart said, "Under any circumstance or for any reason
 Lay down your guard again and I'ma stop beatin'
 Please, friend, I cannot take it no more"