Never Thought

I let my courage down
 I stayed up all night
 I sat upon the springs, and I chased away the dreams
 That I was wrong and they were right
 I dream in color
 I live in black and white
 But still I have those days when I'm stumbling through the grays,
 When I drink for boredom and for spite
 I was looking for clues inside my déjà vus,
 But I found I'm lost again
 I found I've lost again
 No I never thought I'd go this crazy
 No I never thought I'd go this crazy
 No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy
 So will I suffer
 Or will I be alright
 I look up into the stars,
 Then look down to count my scars,
 And I know mercy
 I was looking for clues inside my deja vus,
 But I found I'm lost again
 Looking for ways around the cliches,
 But now I'm caught again
 Looks like I'm caught again
 No I never thought I'd go this crazy
 No I never thought I'd go this crazy
 No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy
 I let my courage down,
 I stayed up all night
 I sat upon the springs, and I chased away the dreams
 That I was wrong and you were right
 Looking for ways around the cliches,
 But I found I'm caught again
 I was looking for clues inside my deja vus
 And now I'm lost again
 I found I lost you again
 No I never thought I'd go this crazy
 No I never thought I'd go this crazy
 No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy
 No I never thought I'd go this crazy
 No I never thought I'd go this crazy
 No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy
 Oh, it goes on and on
 When I have the wills,
 You only have the won't's
 When I have the do's
 You always seem to have the don't's
 But that's O.K. I'm only burned on the inside