In the Arms of Bitterness

Everything has its meaning, right?
 I thought like this but then I saw
 A row of meaningless events in sight
 That proved me wrong with a single draw
 Memories that are burning
 Corroding acid under my skin
 They've been engraved too deep
 I'm diving into astral sleep
 Peace of mind versus anxiety
 This fight will end eventually
 I found a covert sanctuary
 In the arms of bitterness
 Trying to hold my head up high
 And I'm still wondering why
 They took it all away from me
 The mask of my human dignity
 I bathe in the filth of my own
 And see the ever-taunting clown
 Could I be more than a man?
 Or be less and be crushed like an ant
 Just taking my first steps again
 I'm no good for anyone here
 Always falling down to the ground
 Seeking a helping hand
 Hoping to see... hoping to see... hoping to see
 The change coming
 Hoping to see... hoping to see... hoping to see
 Cannot be here anymore
 Burden increases day by day
 I didn't choose to be this way
 You did ring a bell of death to me
 My wishes faded in unreality
 Peace of mind versus anxiety
 This fight will end eventually
 I found a covert sanctuary
 In the arms of bitterness
 Trying to hold my head up high
 And I'm still wondering why
 They took it all away from me
 The mask of my human dignity
 Peace of mind versus anxiety
 This fight will end eventually
 I found a covert sanctuary
 In the arms of bitterness
 In the arms of bitterness