Spider Song

Twisting and grasping and I cannot find her
 First it was her body last night was her web
 Glistening gossamer stretched from my pillow
 Where I'd laid my head
 Now I stretch my mind trying to find what she said
 I wake and it's all faded away
 And in the daytime I'm left
 To figure it out on my own
 Someone tried to teach me to never say never
 It's so funny I never saw that one again
 I'm sure they're still somewhere deep down
 In the dirt in the back of my head
 They just never call me it's not like they're dead
 You can love someone and just not stay friends
 Wake one day to find they've faded away
 And in the daytime I know I've
 Faded plenty on my own
 And you used to tell me how you'd live forever
 It's ok that's not what you tell me anymore
 I used to imagine that you'd disappear while I became a crone
 Either way I'd lose track of your flesh and your bone
 I'd try not to be scared as I walked on alone
 Wake one day to find you've faded away
 And in the daytime I know
 I've learned how to walk on my own
 I wake and it's all faded away
 And in the daytime I know
 I've woven a web of my own