Dead and Cold

Dead, I wish I was dead and cold
 I wish I was dead (it's Prolific)
 I wish I was dead and cold
 I wish I was dead
 Wake up every day and it just feels repetitive
 Think I need to chill, I think I need a sedative
 I think depression's hitting me
 I think it's finally setting in
 Drifting to my feet, and settling just like sediment
 Constantly walking down this road called life blindly
 Foolishly hoping for purpose to come and find me
 In the depths of depression is where I've been residing
 That or in my room under my covers just hiding
 I wish I was dead
 I wish I was dead and cold
 I wish I was dead
 Put me in the grave today
 Black suit, red bouquet
 Too scared to leave, but too tired to stay
 Bullet in the chamber will stop all of the pain
 Blood on the wall drips, just like red rain
 Feel my soul seep out with each line from the blade
 No one sings along to the songs that I have made
 Deep in thought like Socrates
 I am not your property
 Treated like a mockery
 Glad no one is stopping me
 Not one you should idolize, this is my final goodbye
 But if I ever hurt you, I truly apologize
 I wish I was dead
 I wish I was dead and cold
 I wish I was dead
 I wish I was dead and cold