Dying Inside

I have got to change my ways
 'Cause I'm losing my mind
 I have got to stop drinking
 'Cause I'm dying inside
 I feel twice as old as I am
 And it's getting worse
 I'm in the palm of habit's hand
 I can't escape the curse
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 There is nothing that I can do
 I have no self control
 I have let myself become dead
 I have ruined my soul
 Every time I wake up sick
 I say never again
 But then opportunity knocks
 And I'm wasted my friend
 I can't control my addiction
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 I've tried time and time again
 I'm losing all my friends and lovers
 Alcohol knows it's gonna win
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 Now I have lost everything
 And I really don't care
 Everybody that I have known
 Has out cast me here
 Drinking has wasted my life
 And I'm dying inside
 I feel twice as old as I am
 I've lost what left of my mind
 I can't control my addiction
 I've tried time and time again
 I'm losing all my friends and lovers
 Alcohol knows it's gonna win